Attempting to process some unpleasant feelings towards some particular people in my life.
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Attempting to process some unpleasant feelings towards some particular people in my life.
Warm sun and cool breeze:
happy-tears polish four eyes,
stars elusive found
(I’m so happy that you’re finding your stars, M.)
Sometimes I think it’s gone and am convinced I’m free, even if I know it’s just for a little while. “I’ve had a good week”, I say to myself, and I say to others, and I’m smiling.
Then there’ll be someone in the know…
They must remember the loving-kindness, applied with fearless compassion.
Pitch currents surging on the floor of my personal blue
Congeal on their own time coaxed by the watchful gaze of the other…
Brief stream-of-consciousness response to the writing of a friend.
Wood floor to night sky
Plucking signal from my noise
Dear friend newly found
Sometimes I feel a little envious of the people who have grown up developing close bonds with extended family members.
One day they won’t be here
One day they won’t stay anymore
I crossed an ocean with equal parts anticipation and tension, fearful of the unknowns to a point that most would consider irrational, as is common for “my kind”.
I’m alone beside others who are not.