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Author: Lee Under the Cedar Trees

I'm a middle-aged nobody breathing one day at a time in Ontario, Canada.

This tiny corner of the Internet is an outlet for unmasking random thoughts and creations surrounding life in general, adventures in budō, and any other topics that come to a ridiculous mind.

"Through journaling, your voice cannot go unheard."

Grief for 98% Correct

Published by Lee Under the Cedar Trees on October 8, 2024

(A continuation of 98% Sure)

It was and is the right choice.
I still know this with 98% certainty.

So
I wonder if what’s really making me so sad about this now
Is not that what could have been never was
Is not that I continue to resolutely choose this
But why it’s so certainly right
And how part of me wishes
(In my selfishness)
It was all a big mistake
And I am able
And actually deserve 
To add to humanity’s pool of the world’s only
Truly unconditional love 

October 8, 2024

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