Stream of Thought, June 1 2025

(Stream of consciousness foolishness, as sleep begins creeping in.)

I want to write
I want to see you
I want to know you
I want to know me
I need to know me
I need to see me
I don’t think you can see me
I don’t think I can see me

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I need to write
I need to breathe deeply
I need to inhale your calm peace
So I can exhale all this fear in exchange 

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I want to hold you close between peace and love
I want to hold myself in the midst of that endearment
I want to see you happy

~

Today
I really wanted to live

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June 1, 2025
10:15 p.m.