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Month: December 2024

Seeking Decisions Undone // Alternate Endings

She’s dizzy, weak
She’s heavily wounded
Yet miraculously she stands
On shaking legs
Spitting bitter iron
Coughing, dazed, stumbling
With broken bones
Into arms of those who came
To her when she needed them most

The wet sand that cushioned her
When she fell so far
The sun that hid from her
In the cobblestone square
The moon that couldn’t find her
Sitting at her warm table
The snow that didn’t touch her
But saw her through that window
And the friend who could read her
Who could hear and see right through her
May be the only ones who really 
Know her stories

Maybe that’s enough

After all, as this new day ends
She’s still standing

December 5, 2024
12:15 a.m.

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Senryū 2024.12.05 #1, #2, #3

Sometimes it all leaves
Blank sheets reach the horizon
Lungs now mere machines

Organs move onward
Redundant automatons
I have nothing real

Colours dull and fade
In this void words will not come
So I become still

(An attempt to figuratively capture experiences of autistic shutdowns and/or intermittently becoming non-verbal.)

Feedback Loops

Today I reflect on connections
Giving love, receiving love
So many feedback loops
All precious, all powerful
All so very necessary 

Like all things invaluable
Each with a secret expiry
Some brutal painful day
So hold them tight, cherishing
Until their inevitable dissolution 

November 30,  December 3 2024

Honeycomb, Briefly

I think I tasted it again today
That rare experience, precious
Honey from a hive 
Communal joy 
Connected on all edges of my honeycomb cell
Now I go out to replenish, alone again
Seeking more solitary nectar

How I hope to taste this honey again soon

🐝 🍯

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